Today is the first day of the end of my life..

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 05:28:01 GMT

...we have no fate..
...we're not all that great...
...I'm sorry, sir, is that paper late?..
...we're the class of 2008...

my guitar is seksi

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 03:38:42 GMT

haha <3

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 02:48:49 GMT

One day

Everything is fine. You're normal. You're 17. You go to high school. You've been accepted to college. You've decided what school you're going to. You have friends you love, and who seem to love you. Everything is pretty good.

And the next day

Something happens. Something you regret happening. Something that you could have prevented by only being a little bit smarter. You don't really regret it, because you haven't had time to think about it.

The day after that.

It begins to stir. The pressure begins to build. Not knowing is the worst part. Not knowing what happened or what's going to happen because it it. You do what you can. But you're still not sure.

You're scared.
And alone.
And no matter what anyone says
It never stops

It'll never stop until i know for sure.

To the world...

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 03:02:54 GMT

Look how the ruts cling to my footsteps
the fatal invisible tool
by which we define we fight! for our approval
and fear our removal from the safety of fools

from the tidal forces of our positions
not won not one! to take for granted
are our rebel hymns in canted
to sing in the mines for the fortunate sons?

So brothers in spirit sisters in rage,
will we live out our lives in this concrete cage?
another heartbeat lost another police murder
buried in the public eyes on the back page.
Heartbeats lost in a new world order
hobbled and bound but still walking away

I pledge allegiance to the world
nothing more, nothing less than my humanity
I pledge allegiance to the world
searching for vision not invisibility
I pledge allegiance to the world
searching for vision not invisibility
I pledge allegiance to the world
until the last law breaks none of us are free...

until the last law breaks none of us are free.

we fight to balance our minds
petty powers pushing profits over our lifetimes
world leaders mortaging our lives with words
I don't need to be reminded of whom you really serve.

Brothers in spirit, sisters in rage,
will we live out or lives in this concrete cage?
another hearbeat another police murder
buried in the public eyes on the back page.
Too many heartbeats lost in the new world order
while we're standing alone with our backs to the maze

I pledge allegiance to the world
nothing more, nothing less than my humanity
I pledge allegiance to the world
until the last law breaks none of us are free
I pledge allegiance to the world
until the last law breaks none of us are free
I pledge allegiance to the world
for nothing more, nothing less

in justice in hunger united
searching for vision united
in justice in hunger united
law and order but for whose order?

I pledge allegiance to the world
nothing more, nothing less than my humanity
I pledge allegiance to the world
until the last law breaks none of us are free
I pledge allegiance to the world
under no nation will we ever be
I pledge allegiance to the world
for nothing more, nothing less
than my humanity, than my humanity, than my humanity (pledge allegiance)
to our humanity, to our humanity, to our humanity (to the world)

ahaha

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 18:54:42 GMT

bold the ones you remember. pass it on. :)

Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
Fraggle Rock
G.I. Joe
Are You Afraid of the Dark?
Secret World of Alex Mack
Nightmare Before Christmas
Welcome Freshman
Space Cases
Roundhouse
The Muppet Show
Muppet Babies
Eureka's Castle
Salute Your Shorts
Legends of the Hidden Temple
You Can't Do That On Television
G.U.T.S.
What Would You Do?
Double Dare
Rocko's Modern Life
All That
Ren and Stimpy
Clarissa Explains It All
The Torklesons
The Adventures of Pete and Pete
Stick Stickley
Good Burger
Angry Beavers
Spongebob Squarepants
Hey Arnold!
AAH! Real Monsters
Tiny Toons
Animaniacs
Pinky and the Brain
The Babysitter's Club
Underdog
Kablam!
Gullah Gullah Island
Richard Scarry
Dumbo's Circus
Ocean Girl
Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
Snick Snacks
Dunkaroos
SNICK
Koala Yummies
Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
Nick Magazine
The Goonies
Ernest Movies
Radio Flyer
Disney Watchers
Adventures in Wonderland
Homeward Bound
The Adventures of Yellow Dog
Milo and Otis
Neverending Story
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
The Lion King
Labyrinth
101 Dalmatians
The Secret Garden
Pete's Dragon
Hocus Pocus
Secret of Roan Inish
Land Before Time
Dinosaurs
Fern Gully
Secret of NIMH
Gummi Bears
Care Bears
A Little Princess
My Little Pony
Black Beauty
Rainbow Brite
Lady Lovely Locks
Candyland
Sorry!
Trouble
Don't Wake Daddy!
Mousetrap
Jenga
Don't Break the Ice
Hungry Hungry Hippos
Cooties
Tinker Toys
The castles that made tea sets
Polly Pocket
Hypercolor T-Shirts
Lite Brite
Sky Dancers
Scrunchies
Side Ponytails
Stirrup Pants
Jellies
Saddle Shoes
Barbies
Beanie Babies
Tamagotchies
Duncan Yo-Yos
Choose Your Own Adventure
Pogs
Goosebumps
Magic Attic Club
American Girl
Island of the Blue Dolphin
Saved By The Bell
Full House
Step By Step
TGIF on ABC
Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
Boy Meets World
Clueless
Mork and Mindy
Simpsons
Flipper
Eerie Indiana
Third Rock From The Sun
Tracey Ullman Show
Ghostwriter
Growing Pains
Family Ties
Titanic
Felix The Cat: The Movie
Jonathan Taylor Thomas
Home Improvement
Tom and Huck
My Brother and Me
Kenan and Kel
Hanson
Inspector Gadget
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Power Rangers
Hot Wheels
Creepy Crawlers
Easy Bake Oven
Flower Making Kits
Weinerville
Wild and Crazy Kids
Playdough McDonald's Sets
Animorphs
Rainbow Fish
If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
Bailey School Kids
Wayside School
Mrs. Piggle Wiggle
Boxcar Kids
Ramona Quimby
Amber Brown
Roald Dahl
Allegra's Window
3-2-1 Contact
Wishbone

...sad...

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 05:48:55 GMT

any of you lazy bastards have myspace accounts?

tell meeee!

ohhh i have "punk" hair!

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 05:46:22 GMT

ahahahah

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 23:10:18 GMT

I got into Drexel...2 down, 2 to go.

Evil Kitty of death and destruction.

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 01:18:41 GMT

Beware of me, for i am FLUFFY..the giant beast cat who knows how to turn on the gas when you're not home and wait for someone to light a match..

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 20:18:52 GMT

Anyone looking for some college prep books?

I have a friend...

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 05:18:41 GMT

I have a friend...who has been my friend for many years, but lives many miles away. This friend and I have been through a lot together. We have watched each other change and grow up, and we have sparked each others interests. You see, this friend and I were very close. We talked every day on line as well as on the phone. We had conversations that only we would understand. We've visited each other despite the great distants that are between where each of us lives. But every time this friend has an interest in a boy, she forgets about me. She doesn't call me, and she doesn't even talk to me on line. She becomes so wrapped up in this guy that nothing else matters. It has happened twice in the past, and it is happening again. Every time she does this, she causes me an immense amount of pain. This is a person I love, someone who i consider my best friend because I can't get close to anyone else because I move every four years. But despite me moving to Boston and then to Houston, she and I remained friends. But now, because of this boy she doesn't even acknowledge me. We talked briefly on line tonight, before she put up an away message and left [Without saying anything, which IRKS ME VERY MUCH.] Why is my friendship so one sided? Does she not care about me at all? Why is she so willing to throw five years of friendship away for three weeks with a guy. Why do I care so much about this person? Why do i allow this all to get to me so deep. Right now, it's killing me inside. This is one of the only people I've gotten close too. She probably knows more about me than my parents...but still she does this to me. Maybe I need to stop letting her do this. Maybe I need to tell her...look..if you're going to do this to me, maybe we shouldn't be friends anymore. But I can't. I can't do that because then who would I have. Is it better to have a friend who hurts you over and over again or not have any friends at all? I really do love her..so much...but she just doesn't understand how much pain she causes me...christ. Why does it have to fucking be like this?

Blahhh

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 00:47:45 GMT

Okay, so I've been quiet about this for quite a while. We get into this debate every day during my AP Government class. I want to know what the problem everyone has with Same-Sex marriages. Yea, okay so homosexuality is a "sin" in the bible. In a country as advanced as America, how can we still make behavior altering laws based on a book that was written a thousand years ago? Personally, I could care less about how religious you are. I'm the only one out of all of you on my friends list who lives in TEXAS, where RELIGION guides everyone's life. I put up with homophobes and racists who hide behind their masks of righteousness on a daily basis. When the framers of the Constitution were setting up the Government they knew that they didn't want their country turning into England. So they gave the citizens certain rights. Freedom of speech, Freedom of Assembly, FREEDOM OF RELIGION. But wait, almost every Religion condemns homosexuality, so now what? Doesn't freedom of religion also extend to those who don't believe in God? Or those who's views are slightly different from their neighbors? This is ridiculous that people are making a big deal out of this. I'm sick and tired how everyone in this world is afraid of something different. Let them get married, it's not going to disrupt your every day life. Most people have their heads shoved so far up their asses they wouldn't notice anyway. Oh fucking well if you think marriage is "sacred" and should be between a man and a woman. Times change. Fucking adapt.EVOLVE

Another thing that really irks me is Bush's flag burning amendment. First of all, yea it's a symbol, but it's a fucking piece of cloth. WHY, i ask you, is the president who should have MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO (ie finding the "weapons of mass destruction" in Iraq like he promised us. Bull shit.} is he worried about burning a flag?

...Man it's only February and I'm sick of all this political crap.

I've been thinking a lot about who I was going to vote for when the time comes. I really dislike John Kerry, but i will NOT vote for Shrub. It's really a hard choice.

Rise against!!

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 23:43:07 GMT

Like the angel you are
You laugh creating
A lightness in my chest
Your eyes, they penetrate me
Your answer is always maybe
That's when i got up and left

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 03:17:15 GMT

I.

LOVE.

Dominic

Monaghan

I DONT KNOW WHY

So don't ask

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 04:11:41 GMT

Me and Lyndsay on her last day in texas...notice how i am preparing to strangle her <3

eheh

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 03:10:04 GMT

ba-BOOM

dead..just fucking dead

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 02:28:54 GMT

dear jesus...

Boston Ska in Houston

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 22:26:05 GMT

So tonight I may be going to see Big D and the Kids Table..I feel so weird seeing bands from boston here...i don't know..but i do.

Blah

I'm failing math. Who the fuck gives out progress reports after 3 weeks of class. Mother fuckers, i will KILL everybody in THE world

I am savoring the last few minutes of my freedom...my mom and dad are coming closer and closer by the minute..they were in cancun all week..ugh

i dunno i'm gunna go now...cheers

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 03:09:39 GMT

You know what's sad....

there's 228 days until i turn 18.

and a 102 school days until i Graduate. damnit.

sigh..

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 02:52:16 GMT

i'm dragging you down
because i'm lonely...
and i need you around

i'm dragging you down
because i'm lonely...
and i need you around

Mmm

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 14:41:20 GMT

::Drool::

boom boom boommmm

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 23:52:52 GMT

what do you think you're doing looking on my life journal?!

..yes, i am aware that i looked stoned...

ahaha..righttt

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 03:03:11 GMT

Outkast is way...way to catchy

i love family guy...

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 01:48:04 GMT

Which Family Guy character are you?

Yea, so anyway...Guess who got a college application done and had to spend 23 bucks to over night it so it'd be there by the deadline. Oh yea..me..that's who..I rock your world, you know i do.

I'm supposed to be writing a paper about tuesdays with morrie right now

I hope Coach Smullen fucking dies in a horrible accident, he's such a douche bag...this is only the second time i've had to read (not that I did..either time) this horrible book. God damnit!! grohgrhjpjipgrhfjopdcdio!! AHHHH

bwahhaah...okay.

fin.

Inkkkk

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 00:14:58 GMT

Ohhhh

whose that sexay biatch?
ahah yea right